Chapter 400
Chapter 400
Episode 400:
Because I’m Losing My Memory.
It’s too painful to forget the fact that the existence of yourself has put me in your heart, so please kill me.
if that doesn’t work either.
I’d rather leave a trace so that I can remember even my body.
Her cries were so desperate and desperate that I couldn’t bear to watch them.
It wasn’t like this even when I was suffering from the disease.
It wasn’t that anyone who had seen hope once didn’t know how great the despair would feel when the spark of hope goes out again.
She tried to loosen the front of the robe she was wearing.
Grabbing her hand, I frowned and stood up.
Then, holding her back from desperately clinging on while crying, she spoke firmly.
“Be alert.”
At my short words, she flinched greatly.
“no no! I hate this! I just met you! I finally mustered up the courage to meet you! How did I get to Hines!”
But in a panic, her seizures relapsed.
“I remember. Even if the princess loses all her memories, I will remember her...”
“I hate it!!”
With a furious cry, she fell from me.
And rarely got angry.
“I like you more! That I like you more! But why are you the only one who remembers me! Even if you do, I will remember you! I like you more, but I... I adore you more...”
The feeling of desperation came out and made me bitter enough to make me think that choosing to save her was a bad thing.
“You can take everything else, but please take this memory...”
I quietly closed my eyes at her pleading words with tears.
The power contained in the title produced the near-impossible effect of re-establishing her soul in the body instead of taking what Aria valued most in her life.
If I did something hasty here, the miracle of the second month might be manifested.
In the end, there was no solution to the situation.
“Listen carefully. Princess.”
“...”
“Memories are not perfect. Except for special cases, memories are very vague. So just because a memory disappears doesn’t mean it’s completely erased.”
Why do newborn babies grow up and not remember when they were young?
There are many hypotheses about it, but I tend to believe in one hypothesis.
They say that they cannot remember it because they cannot store the memory through language.
If you cannot describe and recall the situation with language, then the memory cannot remain.
that was the theory.
Of course, that memory disappeared, but I believed that it wasn’t.
It cannot be expressed in words, so it cannot be brought out. The memory itself will surely remain, whether through the eyes, smell, or touch.
“Then can you remember me?”
“I will make sure to remind you.”
Even if it was a lie, I wanted to reassure her.
Did my intentions shine through?
Only then did Aria look relieved as if she had endured ten years.
It wasn’t a lie with no possibility at all.
In fact, it was written in the penalty that memories would be erased.
However, it seemed that there were no variables.
Hines estate.
She woke up as a member of the Nine Tails and shouted at me as if screaming.
About the reason for visiting the Hines estate.
She who forgot the Hines estate remembers it? This can only be accepted as meaning that it is not a complete deletion, or that the deletion process itself is very unstable.
The fact that others don’t remember you is really sad.
On the other hand, if she realizes that she will not be able to remember the memories she really cherished.
That, too, would be painful in the same case.
“I can’t solve the memory right away, but I’ll find a way. Before that, I will grant you at least a simple wish.”
At my question, she seemed to be pondering for a long time.
Then, pressing on my chest, I took a deep breath and spoke carefully.
“Kyaaak! Prince! Go moray eels are charred black!”
Elia, who had grilled fish for the first time, immediately burned and ate the moray eels she had worked hard to catch by misadjusting the intensity of the fire.
“Ah... that’s mine...”
Aria, who was hungry because the market was a side dish, showed a constant effort to adapt to eating outdoors.
That situation lasted a couple of times, so now I know how to pout at me for taking away her portion and eating it.
“Cuk-Cuk... What is that... COOK-COOK...”
After realizing that this was also a dream for a while, he played a simple prank on her who couldn’t hide her gloomy expression, and eventually burst into laughter again.
At first, Aria kept trying to hide some of her emotions even for the face she had to protect as a princess.
But after a day, when she realized that there were no restrictions that required her to stay strong.
She showed the appearance of finally throwing away the very thin layer that was covering her.
It will probably be something she will never see again in her lifetime.
One more day passed by.
Two moons floating quietly in the dark night sky and the dreary quiet sea.
Airia seemed to be quite happy because the temperature control magic was used to set the surrounding temperature just right.
Elia, who was crouching down with a blanket wrapped around her, looked up at the sky and said.
“It really feels like a dream. If it’s a dream, I never want to wake up.”
This was a world where no intelligent beings could be seen except me and her.
No, it would have to be beyond the veil, but at least it was like that here outside the veil.
Aria didn’t know that either.
However, even in such silence, she seemed happy to be alone with a simple person called me.
“Prince, do you see that star? That’s what Catherine said. That star wanders the sky making a tail every 10 years, and if you make a wish at that time, it will come true.”
“Are you going to make a wish?”
“yes.”
At my words, she smiled brightly with a flushed face.
“What do you wish for?”
“That’s it...”
At my words, she blushed and buried her face in her knees.
Then he rolled his body a little more and trembled.
“I can’t speak.”
“What is it? Does it have anything to do with me?”
“...”
Do you have?
“What is it?”
“...”
It’s an embarrassing wish to say.
“Now or when will you see the opportunity? tell me.”
Elia, who was embarrassed by my words and didn’t know what to do, carefully opened her mouth.
“...to do it.”
“yes?”
“No knee... I want to lend my knee to the prince.”
At those words, I was silent. Then he smiled and asked,
“Is that a wish?”
“yes? Ah... so.”
Seeing her gibberish, I slowly stretched one hand up to the sky.
Then, as I waved my hand lightly, the stars formed tails and began to circle the sky like an illusion.
It’s hard to turn a real celestial body.
It is not difficult to make it so that it can be deceived as much as possible from the point of view.
I spoke plainly to Aria, who had a surprised face.
“Since the stars have drawn their tails, your wish must come true.”
whether she is surprised or not
I kept a shameless face.
It was then.
It was very brief, but suddenly I could feel a strange gaze as if it were watching Aria and me.
Rather than the eyes of simple life, it felt like something else transcendent.
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