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I was taken aback by a ghost

Suddenly thought... How many times has she said "love me"?

So I turned my head and looked at her,

And she slowly opened her eyes and looked at me,

It was still the same gaze, never changing.

"You seem tired..." she said with some concern.

Suddenly, my heart was suddenly clenched.

"Yeah, I'm tired, the kind of tiredness you can't imagine..."

"Just look at your eyes." She said with some worry: "Tell me about it."

"You won't believe it."

"I believe in you..." She looked at me seriously

Without warning, without even realizing it, a tear fell from my eye socket.I wiped my eyes and looked at my palm in surprise.

It turned out that I was so eager to talk to others about this loneliness.

When I touched her concerned eyes, it was as if some emotion in my heart had burst the embankment, rushing out violently.

I told her everything and she listened quietly with her hand on my shoulder the whole time.

......

I put on clothes that fitted me again, although I can't remember how many cycles ago I last wore them, and she pulled out the collar tucked in for me.

In the mirror, I can see her smiling at me.

......

On the wine table...the same people, those words, those wines, but I am different.

I don't want to drink today...

I know, this is not in line with the customs in the north, but it doesn't matter anymore, I want to spend more time with her instead of turning myself into a drunk.

At night... in the flower garden of the community, there are some stars in the sky

"I don't know if it will be a cycle tomorrow..." She asked with a calm smile.

"It's definitely going to be..." I said, shaking my head

She stared at me and said. "On the bright side, maybe we are not ready for tomorrow, God gave us some time."

"Give me some time to prepare?"

"Yes." She raised her eyebrows, her black hair swaying gently in the wind, "everyone will have such a moment when they feel that they can't walk anymore, and they are afraid that tomorrow will come, so they should stop before walking."

"Then what am I afraid of?"

"love me......"

I looked at her eyes that were looking at me seriously,

Tears welled up in her eyes, besides love, there was a kind of anticipation

"we????"

In an instant, it seemed that her eyes at this moment overlapped with the eyes she saw when she was drunk countless times before reincarnation.

Suddenly, my brain seemed to be hit hard again, and I couldn't even stand still.

I finally remembered what she said softly to me after countless drunks

......

"I'm waiting for you......"

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Chapter 148 Number Two

A window soon appeared on the screen, the contents of which were all video files, and the file names were all dates.

These videos were copied by him from the monitoring room.Because doctors in mental hospitals need to understand patients' daily behaviors, it is common to copy surveillance videos.

Dr. Zhang clicked on a video, the date below...

It was yesterday.

Video playback starts...

An image of a ward appeared on the screen. Because it was in night vision mode, the picture was black and white. The angle of view of the camera was tilted from top to bottom. In the middle was a bed with a person lying on it.The time in the video is 4 am.At this time, the patient is sleeping, so the picture seems to be still.

Dr. Zhang glanced at the date and time out of the corner of his eye, making sure he saw the video correctly, and pressed the fast forward button.

After that... nothing changed.

If it weren't for the number representing the seconds to start beating faster, it would even give people the illusion of looking at still life photos again.

……

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This kind of stillness lasted until seven o'clock in the morning, when the person on the bed suddenly woke up and sat up straight.

Immediately afterwards, he started brushing his teeth, washing his hands at a "fast forward" speed, and then went in and out of the ward.The movement became like a twitch due to the accelerated speed.

The ward in this shot is in the "mild ward", so the people in the shot don't behave weirdly like those in the severe ward who want to kill people at any time or those exhibitionists who don't want to wear clothes and like to show their reproductive organs.

...He is just a patient with almost no mental symptoms... These behaviors seem extremely normal.

And this is also the reason why Dr. Zhang speeded up the playback rate, because he knew that there was nothing to watch during this period of video, and another reason was that he had already watched this video three times today...

Ten minutes later, the time on the screen came to three o'clock in the afternoon.The patient was sitting on the bed idly, at this moment, his head was lifted up inexplicably.

Although the monitoring screen is a bit blurry, he can be vaguely seen looking in the direction of the door of the ward...

Doctor Zhang frowned again, and slowed down the playback speed...