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But they say, I am special and fully worthy of the title.

At the time... I thought they were all crazy.

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I am the same as all boys of the same age, eating, sleeping and studying.Occasionally, I would go out for shopping and watch movies, but these were all under the supervision of the Foundation.

So... I have no friends.

Except for her.

She is the nurse who looks after me exclusively.

I don't know what her real name is...but that doesn't matter because I don't have a decent name myself.

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She is very pretty.

Sometimes when I look at her, my face turns red.

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Nowadays

tomorrow

acquired

I thought life would go on like this.

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I was lying in bed that day, covered with strange instruments, which were connected to some huge machines, and this was a routine physical examination every month.

I could feel some needles getting into my blood vessels, which caused some pain. On the screen beside me, a constantly rotating mannequin flashed, making "didi" sounds from time to time.

She is right next to me.

As with every previous examination, her hand was on my shoulder.

"Hang on, it's over."

She smiled and looked at me.

At that time, I could hear the "didi" sound of monitoring the heart rate much faster.

"drop"

"drop"

"drop"

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be quiet

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I froze for a moment.

Because that voice never sounded again.

Everything became quiet without warning.

I found that the air became so thick that I couldn't even breathe it into my lungs.

Everyone around was motionless.

It's like a movie with the pause button, everything freezes at that moment.

except me.

I had no idea what was going on at the time.I was taken aback.

It took me a long time to realize.

Time...stopped.

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I don't know why I am the only one who is still awake, maybe I have been given some special ability, maybe I am out of time, maybe I will not be bound by anything, maybe... I am a god.

What followed was an incomparably long period of time. Because the foundation’s door leading to the outside world required a password, I could only wander around in the corridors, looking at the undecorated walls, lonely and helpless.Gradually, I began to yell aimlessly, I was angry, I smashed everything that could be smashed, and I rolled on the ground like a frog with its skin peeled and thrown into salt water.

But these are of no avail, everything is restrained, like puppets, even the sound has lost its vitality, and it can't travel very far before being submerged in the thick air.

I began to experience another kind of fear.

Fear beyond all.

It's a fear that's hard to describe in words, and I know that if time forgets me, there will be no end to my fear.

The thought started to drive me crazy until the moment I was going crazy.

After that, I went crazy.

Maybe it's crazy, but anyway, I felt something cracked in my brain, and a force began to eat away at me.

A voice is saying, touch all that you want to change.

At that moment, I seemed to understand something.

if i think i'm a god...then i might

It is God.